Yup.. I'm back from Kelantan a few days ago.. Once I've arrived, I'm ok.. But actually I forgot that before my departure, I've already taken a tablet for flu.. So after the medicine run off, I started feeling a bit feverish n slowly I sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.. haha I had the cold fever.. what a holiday... For the whole day yesterday, I'm in bed, sleeping and sneezing haha.. My hubby said that nie demam rindu.. Maybe he is right. Since I'm married, we're like belankas u know, when ever we are together, we plan something and we went for it together.. Sometimes I did ask him to go on his own, but he will say its not fun.. How sweet!.. Hope it will be like this forever.. I kept telling myself that my cold should ran off so that I can get back to my thesis corrections... but it stuck by my nose happily ever after.. Thank Allah that my supervisor ask me to see her next week.. Or else I've to meet her empty handed.. What a shame...
My posting b4 this regarding so many things including about my parents... Yup, I have great difficulties during my younger years.. When ever we have disagreement, I will be very quiet b'coz we learned that its a sin to answered to your parents. So normally I went to see my grandparents or my auntie on their opinion. I'm not saying my parents are bad. They just felt difficult to handle their first daughter. As for me, I always felt that I'm a failure whenever I can't achieve something.
When we are toddlers, its easy b'coz, we didn't know anything, we usually follows what our parents says. But once we reach teen years, we have our own thinking, we started to compare things, situations and many things.. These are the time when parents should try to be a friend to their kids.. Try to hear things that sometimes is embarrassing such as sexuality.. if they feel that the parents are their friends, its easy for parents to handle their kids. They will open up to you and started to tell things that linger in their head. If we can't, they will find someone else including strangers... Its difficult actually.. I understand it now.. Maybe I'll be reaching 30 in few days, already pass the hormone changes stages..haha thats why... Now I try my to be a friend to my brother and sister, to my sister inlaw too which just finished her SPM. Its difficult actually but no harm of trying.. Then u will know what they think...
Hmm looks like the flu likes to be with me... until now, 1 and half box of tissue finished. I'm tired, bored.. Have fun with ur weekends guys... c u when I c u! Haha..
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