Inners Speech..

There was a tingling feeling in my heart... the old times feelings... I was doing my thesis corrections just now.. then the tingle feelings of the past haunted me again.. Normally, it arise when I'm alone like now.. without my hubby around.. Overwhelmed by all the past experienced really make me realise how fast the time goes by... My past filled with various experience from different incidents in life.. My life is so colourful, even i can't imagine that i'm that person, AFHM who faced all the challenges.. that contribute the the making of AFHM now.. Yup, the challenges were not as bad as people who live in Palestine.. but they really gave a big impact in my life no matter what other people say.. sometimes u can forgive and forget but it really difficult for me just to do that.. Certain things are much easier to forgive n move on.. but still there are certain things that contributing in creating your inner self... Some of it still dwell in my mind. I wish all of it can be erase or deleted as easy as touching the delete button... I know my decision to move to Kelantan will make someone hurt.. but do remember.. The best place for a good wife is beside her husband and family... truly I felt that I'm blessed with a great husband.. I kept on praying that our marriage will last till Jannah...

p/s- my hubby finished installing a heater in his house in Kelantan.. just imagine... a heater in kampung house.. hmm he really trying his best to make me comfortable as can be although I don't really need it.. But I do appreciate your gesture honey...