Something change...

Yup.. something change... my heart change .. my blog name also change... while i was writing just now.. accidentally someone that I tried not to despise but I really despise saw that i'm writing a journal... so he stand beside me to see .. so i've change it... get lost ok.. u know what guys .. I really pity him b'coz most of my friends can't accept his attitude of being sooo nosy and selambakodok wahaha.. sometimes he try to make a joke or anything but it turns out disaster.. I really pity him.. but what can i do.. sometimes we have to muhasabah diri... yehh. See in ourself, what makes other people mad, what makes u 'abnormal'.. You really ruined my moment... but not my day... this is not for u to view.. live me alone... i just don't know why ... i've tried to adapt myself to this person.. but i've just can't accept him.. i've tried so many times.. he is just a lab mate ok guys.. don't think of anything that is ridiculous.. i've always try to cleanse my soul my mind from thinking of bad things - senang kata mengumpat.. this is the most sickness thats very difficult to cure.. my heart start to say something my mouth also follow.. wahaha what a nonsence. Just now i'm writing my thesis while reading some sciencetific journals... then i've got this peculiar feelings regarding my thesis... thats when i started to write in here... maybe i'll mumble more later..

p/s- my hubby is coming down from kelantan.. i hope it will going to be a sweet reunite.. after 3 weeks of sms and 3 calls only... yup thats him.. The Penjimat! hehe Luv u honey.. no matter what!