Tuesday, December 2, 2008

As time passing by....

I tried to write but I just can’t… I don’t know why… Now at 12.30 am, 2nd December. I just woke up after a terrible headache.. I wish I wish I wish… I can finish this today… Oh my god… This is my countless time approaching my thesis.. with really great difficulties… I got diarrhea on Sunday.. another day gone, today I was very sleepy, tired, headache turn to migraine… But I still can pray.. And now I’m trying again.. Why this is happening to me at crucial time like this… Ya Allah bantulah hambamu ini… As if my mind stops thinking… simple words turn to be gigantic jargon that I can’t even think what it is… No gushing flow of ideas going to my mind like I used to have before… Countless prayers to Allah for forgiveness (maybe still not enough)… I’ve open this blog yesterday but feel guilty of writing in it… seems like I’m wasting my time.. but I do wasted another day yesterday due to unexpected migraine which is due to not eating properly which is also due to the notion that going out for 30 minutes is a waste of time… which turned out I wasted the whole day… See what happen when u r really stress out.. Even logic thing seems illogical.. wahaha.. …What a waste… huhu..

Great moments - As I’ve mention before, my hubby arrived at Greenwood by 5am in the morning. Well guys, I’ve stop reading my journals already by that time.. But I don’t feel a bit regret.. Since I didn’t know what will happen the next two days.. Well we spend time together.. yup Mr. Kuch.. really spend time together (I know how your face look like now, Mr Kuch) well anyway, we managed to mend all the things that we quarreled about using sms.. wow I’ve can’t imagine what it feels like when we start living under one roof forever…maybe all the pots and saucepans flying through the windows.. hehe well I’m a stubborn lady you know.. but my hubby has his own way in dealing with my hot temper… That’s why my jodoh is with him not with someone else.. We went to Old Town White Coffee late Friday night.. I invited my sister to join us after we have to endure somebody uncontrollable temperamental. We also have to encounter heavy rain and traffic jammed near the place that we want to go.. Despite my strong headed, my hubby still can give me his beautiful smile.. that makes me ‘cair’ heheh.. Yelah, we have to circle that place, twice and we have to wait for the service for 15 minutes due to overcrowded customers… Despite all the hustle, the foods were great, the coffee, although I despised it, my hubby enjoyed it.. We had a great time.. Even though we were accompanied at last minute by my good friend.. Miss R (just came back from office and wants to have dinner with me). To my hubby – I do appreciate your charm when my good friends are around…It makes me love you even more.. Once finished, we went separate ways… As for me, I drove them around KL in the middle of the night… Yup I’m the driver… since my hubby not familiar with KL route, he passed the stereng to me.. hehe so ROADRUNNER is in control.. Well the reason we went b’coz of my sister love to see the Dataran Merdeka at night. She claimed that the place look beautiful. Do mind my sister, since she’s the youngest, she’s a bit manja, and she was born on Merdeka Day. She got some soft spot for all the places that have historical touch. Yeeh that’s my sister… The angle. Well the next day.. just imagine what I have to endure with my hubby’s hobby.. go for window shopping in Low Yatt and Jalan Pasar.. Just imagine… me. The lady has to drive him to these places so that he could get all the necessities for his work… We went there for almost all the time he was in KL. I bet that I can close my eyes and drive to these places without much help..huh..
Actually I don’t mind.. I mention it here b’coz its odd. Newly wed couple spent their time in these places… haha.. Its ok. Demi you hubby… anything, everything that sensible.. I’ll do it for you…Hmm how I wish I can write like these when I’m facing ny thesis.. Ya Allah bantulah hambamu yang hina ini..

1 comment:

  1. heheh.. hey watch out you hot temper. hehehe. go get some ice. :)

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